I am counting down the days til I leave. At first I am excited, but then I am scared. I want to go, but I don't want to go. I need to go. I am stressing about all the things I need to bring and the no room that I seem to have to put them in. Life is simple, but sometimes it is hard to see the simplicity of it. I have all these things that are going on around me and I just seem to be slow motion in life. It is almost like I am reflecting on life right now and taking it all in because for four months I won't have it. It will be good not to have it, but some of it sad that I won't have it. God is holding my hand and being so faithful. He is preparing me big time! I can't wait, but I know this is going to hurt. God is going to strip me raw, which I want, but it shall hurt.
Well, please just keep me in your prayers this last week I am on American soil, but mostly while I am away from this American land. I love you all and will miss you dearly, but I have to do this. God has called and I can't ignore.
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